I leave the gas on, walk the allies in the dark.

Bad English

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 17:02:55 GMT

Things that made me laugh today :

And my favourite of the lot :

Speed ahead of lightning.

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 16:53:30 GMT

I think I'm having problems trusting people and being wary isn't getting anywhere.

So, after much observation I've decided that if you think you know what's best for me, I'll go with the flow. Surprisingly, your current decision is befitting considering the situation I have suddenly found myself in due to unforeseen circumstances.

That said, thank you for trying so hard to keep me in the team. And that I really, really hope I don't experience deja vu.

Now, back to focusing on trusting others and myself. Because the uncertainty is killing me and feeling uneasy of late has been driving me nuts. I don't like that feeling.

If I don't have a promising, or at least a stable career, the ideal love life (not necessarily married since having a kid means goodbye to crazy partying nights) and enough moolah to make sure I can indulge in certain luxuries and even decadence occasionally then by the time I'm 28, rest assured that I will shoot myself with a gun or do whatever it takes to get me there.

I just find myself right at this particular starting line with the required props provided for me, however the finishing line is nowhere in sight. And that's exactly how I feel right now. Uncertain. I mean I've got the job, which requires me to perform well enough. I've got the perfect boyfriend but he's just too many miles away though talks of the future have occured. And I just hope that by the end of all this, I'd see money rolling in and that my personal love life would still be existent and blooming.

I guess we're all just :

Too fast to live, too young to die.

knock you down

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 16:41:52 GMT

I'm missing couplehood right now, where I can find solace in another by just hugging him(or her for that matter). Where we can stroll about in town and invade new places like ION together. Where we can plan our meals for the day. Where we can spend the weekends with each other and it doesn't matter if we're stuck indoors because the rest of the world is inexistent. Stuff like that.

Anyway, my job's been good and things kinda took a twist. Whatever it is, things really happen for reason. So if you find yourself in a shithole right now or you just can't seem to be getting what you desire, trust me, these things happen (or don't happen) for a particular reason and you'll only be able to find out in time.

Now I just want you to fly down to me, even if it's just for 2 days because it's just not fair that the rest of the world gets to move except for us.

DIrrrrrty

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 16:25:29 GMT

When I get my first salary I am going to:

1) Get a perm.
2) Get a bag. I shall not be so ambitious as to head to the high end stores, so I'll just aim for Agnes B or even Armani Exchange will do. Oh but I want a Kate Spade bag. =(
3) i Pod Touch
4) The 200 dollar facial that I used to love and swear by.
5) Something tells me those 4 are too much to ask for since it's concerning a first paycheck and it's not like I haven't bills to pay. And possibly a mini debt or 2.

But ok, I'll get still get something I deserve!! A girl's got the right to pamper herself every now and then!!!!

Meanwhile I shall just dream.....

Love.

I want to live like animals. careless and free...like animals

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 16:51:07 GMT

It's difficult to move forward when you can't seem to expand your boundaries (and horizons) and when you're fearful and what not.

What can I say? At the end of the day, paranoia is what plagues me and I worry over everything.

But look, I'm trying and I decided not to give up. Life's too short to throw away chances with such abandon, and besides, I'm not getting any younger.

I just find it so hard having to chose between 2 and I always seem to be having to make such decisions when I'm one of the most capricious people that I know.

Le Sigh..........

Well, at least Chi Chi came to perk me up a little while I was tossing in bed and commiserating.. Animals do wonders sometimes.

One fine day, I must post some pics of happy moments that occurred in the past few months. However, it's a very troublesome thing to do. I still don't understand how some people can even post the exact amount of pictures on FB and their blog. I'd rather spend my free time reading FML instead or something, or even stoning. But whatever it is, this blog lacks pictorial updates.

K. To bed.

Another round

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 19:22:44 GMT

I start my new job on Tuesday. Things are happening rather fast and yeah, so much for saying I'm happy and enjoying my unemployment!

So, new doors are opening and opportunities are coming my way.

But as long as I'm happy with the job scope and salary, I should be able to swing it!

I am a teeny bit sad that my late nights are now officially over though! Le Sigh....

But whatever it is, I am filled with gratitude.

So....Here's to happy days!!!!

xoxo

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 17:40:41 GMT

So guess what? I actually have Twitter now! Oh I don't know, maybe I'd be bored of it in time.

Anyhoo, dear Live Journal, You suck. Now I can't even display my Facebook badge & neither can I display my Twitter updates. Like, WHAT THE FUCK?

Is Wordpress calling meeee?????

Anyway, to be honest, I'm happy being well, unemployed. It's like I finally have time for myself and the pets seem to be smiling much more too. Yes they can smile, believe me. Haha.

And I'm not gonna entertain people who keep asking what job I'm looking for next. Call me sensitive, but I see it with a certain judgement in their voices(well ok, not everyone), with them wondering 'Can she do it? Can she not? ' Well, fuck you. Or "With your experience, you can (can't) do..".. Oh I don't know, you may have started working earlier than me and earning good enough income, but you know what? Deep down, you and I know you took the easy way out with what you're doing. I don't mean everyone, but many. While I want to think things through and decide if what I'm doing will really make me happy. Plus, I'm pretty 'pantang' & think it's best I keep my jobhunt progression to myself.

Wain wants me to make sure I find a job I'd truly love because he knows how I hit depression really easily. In fact, I don't think anyone is as introspective and emotional as me. But thing is, I will not be truly happy as long as Wain & I are apart. That's a fact. Yes, roll your eyes, but think about it. He's the only one I can share my joy with even if I do get a job I'd love and where is he? Not here. And almost everyday I'd find myself going home to face the computer and skyping. And the weekend partying isn't exactly fulfilling either. It's just binge drinking, which I think I might be getting too old for anyway.

Oh and if I could? A pet shop would be what I'd like to open. Capital please?? But yet, believe it or not, I really would like to put my degree to proper use.. so.. Sigh. There you go, I need time to think. Or throw me a rich man & I'd gladly be his Stepford housewife! No shit.

But whatever it is, I'm glad I'm where I am now in a way. I don't pity myself for being jobless because I chose this path and I'd rather be jobless than work for a company that can't even treat people like decent human beings. And I'll find myself where I need to be in time, don't worry.

So now it's time for me to decide if I should head out and get supper or just watch season 2 of Dirty, Sexy, Money. I think I'll do both.

Toodles!

Never Ever

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 16:59:27 GMT

It's not a good feeling when the one you need isn't there and doesn't seem or want to understand where you're coming from.

Are you sure you're worth the wait?

Let me know before I turn my back on you.

Tying to solve life's mysteries.

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 18:45:24 GMT

First of all, this isn't dedicated to anyone at the mo. But as my playlist hit this song, certain memories caught up with me and I found no escape. I'm sure many of us can relate to this song one way or another. And man, this will always be one of my favourite songs, ever. So tonight, I'm gonna celebrate the existence of couples/flings that were never meant to be! Haha just kidding. Or maybe not. But seriously, such relationships are everywhere. Dear God, why play punk like that?

Hello again, it’s you and me
Kinda always like it used to be
Sippin' wine, killing time
Trying to solve life’s mysteries.
How’s your life, it’s been a while
God it’s good to see you smile
I see you reaching for your keys
Looking for a reason not to leave.

If you don’t know if you should stay
If you don’t say what’s on your mind
Baby just, breathe there’s no where else tonight we should be-
You wanna make a memory.

I dug up this old photograph
Look at all that hair we had
It’s bittersweet to hear you laugh
Your phone is ringing, I don’t wanna ask.

If you go now, I’ll understand
If you stay, hey, I got a plan
You wanna make a memory
You wanna steal a piece of time
You could sing a melody to me
And I could write a couple lines
You wanna make a memory.

If you don’t know if you should stay
And you don’t say what’s on your mind
Baby just, breathe there’s no where else tonight we should be-
You wanna make a memory
You wanna steal a piece of time
You could sing a melody to me
And I could write a couple lines
You wanna make a memory
You wanna make a memory

Here's Bon Jovi singing it live.

Will you be there?

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 17:13:18 GMT

Ok, so I'm still a little in denial regarding MJ's death, so sue me. So almost everyday I've been on youtube checking out his past music videos and live performances. And seriously, whenever I listen to his slow songs, his emotions are just so, so apparent, it's amazing. And yes it makes me want to cry. But anyhoo, here's a video of him performing 'Black or white' & 'Will you be there' at the MTV's 10th Anniversary in 1991.

1) This must have been during the peak of his career.
2) Oh my God, I told you he was sexy!! Check out his pelvic thrusts!! And his outfit!! RAWR.
3) Well anyway I love how his choreography was in 'Will you be there', because the dance moves were energetic yet flowed so well with the slow beat. Oh and when he speaks at the end of the song as if he's going to break down any moment. -Perfecto-

PS- I'd like to believe he's actually still alive somewhere out there and pulled this 'death stunt' so he can lead a better and different life away from the public eye. Lalalala. Don't try to convince me otherwise.

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tribulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.

bullshit.

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 12:43:20 GMT

I don't plan a lot of things because every single time I plan, it either backfires or I'll witness a delay in that particular development, which I am honestly fucking sick of. So maybe lately I've been living for the moment without really realizing it but that doesn't mean I don't have days where I wonder about the future.

And guess what? Today's one of those days where uncertainty does not comfort me at all. Instead it has been sending chills down my spine.

FML.

I'll be there

Wed, 08 Jul 2009 17:27:35 GMT

When I was a child, I had an immense crush on Michael Jackson, because I thought he was sooooo cute. Yes I know it was all plastic, but his features were done just perfectly then. And he wasn't too black nor too white. I had a crush on David Copperfield too, but that's another story.

So of course, his songs rocked my world too. But you know what's my favourite song by him ever? Well ok, not just him, it includes his brothers, and that's 'I'll be there.' I've always loved it but I vividly remember watching one of his concerts on TV while I was only 14 or so, and he sang 'I'll be there' and I was absolutely blown away. He sang it with so much emotion, I swear it was as if his lover was right on stage with him. And I just cried and cried. I even taped him performing that song, but of course, I've no idea where the tape has gone to. But can you imagine? If I already cried while watching him sing on TV, I'd have gone hysterical watching him live.

So anyway, I can't seem to find the video of him singing in that concert but here is a video of him singing it at some other concert, and well, he even broke down towards the ending of the song. Need I say more? And after that is another song, 'Rock with you' but I can't be bothered about that song and it just happens to be part of the video. Hur hur.

Oh and in the concert which I recall watching and crying, the part which really stole my heart would be when he sang

'If you should ever find someone new,
I know he'd better be good to you,
Cos if he doesn't, I'll be there.'

Oh MJ, Rest in peace. (Great, I hate mourning over the death of a celebrity, whom I did not know personally, but ah well, sighhhhh)

the chapter closes for real this time

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 16:12:33 GMT

So, I've tendered my resignation. It's like a huge ass step for me and while tendering comes with a wave of liberation, it contains a tinge of sadness too.

I mean, there I was last year, as this wide eyed newbie with such readiness to learn and boy did I find myself learning new skills and being in awe half the time. Not to forget moments where I got to meet people from different walks of life and I must say the experience was good. But one fine day, I had nothing else new to learn, work wise that is. Contracts ended and stagnancy took a toll. And being mistreated by stingy bosses really isn't the way to go, especially with broken promises and where there's no ladder to climb, plus the lack of communication which has practically snowballed into ignoring one another's existence with plain unspoken unhappiness lingering in the air. But to be fair, I did have some good times with the boss, so no hard feelings at the end of the day.

I will really really really miss my senior copywriter (or supervisor, whatever) the most though. He's the reason why I stayed on because if I haven't been learning anything regarding work, he's there to guide me spiritually and help me see life in a different perspective and possibly try to become a better person. Though I know I've got a loooong way to go. Not to mention how extremely hilarious he can be. He is truly one of a kind. So yes, I will miss him so bad. 2 more weeks and that will be it.

Well other than my job(or lack of it) update, OH MY GOD I KEEP FALLING SICK EVERY WEEK.

First it was a stubborn ass sore throat that kept returning every week for 3 weeks in a row after I finished my course of antibiotics and considering that this is the 4th week, I now find myself having to deal with a runny nose and a ridiculously dry and itchy cough. LIke what the fuck? I was already quarantined last week and it was mother boring. I don't need something like that again!

Sighhhh. Ok to bed. The meds are taking effect. Till then.

I'm still breathing, though we've been dead for awhile.

Mon, 29 Jun 2009 14:13:49 GMT

Some people fall in love with me because I seem like this standoffish damsel in distress who can't even save herself. They start seeing themselves as a hero-to-be when they're with me and feel the need to save and protect me.

A random thought? Totally.

True? Pretty much.

You'll be on my mind forever

Sun, 21 Jun 2009 11:52:52 GMT

You've always been the one to take me away from reality, building castles with me in the sky, treating me like no other, treating me like a queen. When I'm with you, I forget who I am, where I come from and why I was unhappy in the first place.

You. take. me. away.

Sorry darling, no blog entry about your short stay here. Because I was just thinking about you, us and why I love you. And that's it. You just take me away from everything bad. When I'm with you, it's like living a fantasy. Hence whenever we part, I crumble inside. No one understands, many don't even approve. But at the end of the day, if I've got you and you've got me, fuck the rest of the world.

So, this is why I love you.

I am on holiday mode. So sue me.

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 09:40:41 GMT

In slightly less than 12 hours, I’ll be reunited with the boy and to top it off, it will mark our 2^nd year anniversary. Yup yup. We’ve lasted that long. For some reason, it seems a tad too surreal because I hated him when I first got to know him many years ago and thought of him as one of the cockiest bastards ever. I even blocked him on msn for a period of time. So, with a twist of fate, our lives became entwined in the end. Well ok, he still is one cocky thing but he treats me right most of the time and he doesn’t let his fat ego get the better of him whenever I’m around. So I guess it’s all rather liveable. Hehe.

And to make it a bit more spectacular (for us anyway), we’ve managed to weather the trials and tribulations of being in a long distance relationship for 9 months. What the fuck! That’s ridiculously long in my opinion!! The fights we have are usually stupid and trivial anyway but I guess a little fire makes things more interesting every now and then.

So anyhoo, 2 days after our anniversary will be his birthday. So double the celebration, double the fun. I hope. I really do hope he likes my present though. And 2 days after that will be my daddy’s birthday!! Bloody Geminis/Cancerians. Tsk.

SO GUESS WHAT!? I’M GOING TO HAVE A SUPER LONG WEEKEND BECAUSE I TOOK LEAVE AND IT STARTS NOW!!!!!!!!!!!

*skips for joy*

SO FLY TO ME BABY!

PS – Plus I get to skip a night meeting which will be taking place this Friday as well. Hehe hoho.

The Fray - Never say never

Sun, 14 Jun 2009 10:05:37 GMT

Some things we don't talk about
better do without
and just hold a smile
falling in and out of love
a scene they're proud of
together all the while

You can never say never while we don't know it
time and time again
younger now than we were before
dont let me go, dont let me go, dont let me go
dont let me go, dont let me go, dont let me go

So damn beautiful.

Why Hello, familiar space!

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 02:58:30 GMT

So I'm on a 2 day MC(2nd day running) and I'm feeling much, much better already. I had a terrible sore (raw) throat, flu and a fever but now I'm almost back to feeling fantabulous again.

I've just realised though, for the umpteenth time, that my house is the worst place for recuperation. Sleeping here never guarantees you the perfectly needed rest because when 1 dogs barks, the others bark. When 1 cat meows, the dogs bark too. And then I end up losing my temper instead. This is what you get for having a big heart and allowing your house to be an animal shelter of some sort. Hurhur.

So anyhoo, I think I'm a very extreme person. While i abhor people who give up their pets over ridiculous, lame reasons and the first word that will come flying out of my mouth would be 'irresponsible' , I think that responsibility is something I have yet to grasp when it has nothing to do with pets.

Ok wait, since we're on the topic of pets, if you want to get a dog, please take into consideration certain things like :

-Will you give up the dog once you're pregnant?
-Will you give up your dog when you have kids?
-When someone in the house suddenly has asthma, does that mean the dog goes too? Although Asthma can be treated?
-If your parter/potential partner insists the household has no pets, will you give up your dog too?
-If someone in the household falls ill, will you have absolutely no time to even feed it?

Last but not least,
-If you plan to give up your dog, will you leave it somewhere outside alone or dump it at the SPCA????

If you answered 'yes' to any of those questions, please refrain yourself from getting a dog. Thank you. If you've already done something similar to what I've mentioned, I'll see you in hell(I'll be in hell for committing other sins).

Thing is, domestic pets cannot fend for themselves out there. So if you ever want to give up your dog(although the thought shouldn't even cross your mind), do it the right way. Find it a home, put it up at a pet hotel or at least give it to a nice pet shelter that will not put it to sleep within weeks.

So I'm very responsible in that sense. Yes. You could even say I'm dogmatic. Pun intended.

But when it comes to responsibilities in other aspects, I am so lacking.

I tend to be selfish and put my happiness or freedom as my number 1 priority. But then again, I don't see how that is wrong either.

With much hesitation, I have decided that it's best I quit my job because the stagnance is killing me. Also, my director is a much sheltered spoilt brat who throws his weight around at the wrong time, plus he likes to act busy most of the time and 'delegates' shit to me. I'm done being underpaid and although the word 'recession' will prolly pop into your head at the moment to justify my pathetic salary, I'm still too underpaid and they have been underpaying everyone despite it being a good or bad economic climate anyway. So yes, I'm done being mistreated in that sense. In fact, thinking about that aspect angers me. So I reiterate-- I am so done. To think they don't understand why those who were of the same position as me previously left so quickly.

However, I will miss some of the other colleagues who I've had good times with. I'll never forget strolling in to find my favourite 3 and having at least an hour full of laughter and jokes before the 'higher management' waltzes in. I guess you could say they were the reasons I never left in the first place.

So there, I have irresponsibly decided it's time I quit my job during recession when I haven't found another but then again, I think it's best I just quit if not I'd only be rotting in this comfort zone for a longer period of time. I just need to move my ass out of there. Seriously. That is not to say I haven't been sending out resumes and such but this will only spur me on to send out even more and hopefully be more focused in what I want and even manifest it.

I am however, grateful for the things I've learnt. Very, very grateful. But when it's time to move, it's time to move.

Sighhhhhhhh.

To think while I was in uni I dreaded my life and couldn't wait to enter the workforce. How I'd turn back the clock.

Yet again, another chapter in my life to be closed.

The end.

**Edit at 11.50pm - Turns out I'm more responsible than I claim to be. I've been talked into staying on yada yada blah blah. I still hate my job by the way.

Tue, 12 May 2009 09:10:40 GMT

I overdosed on Xanax.

Because thinking I had already built a resistance to it, I felt the need for an increased intake. I forgot how I haven't actually touched it in recent months.

So this morning I found myself unable to move at all, knowing I just had to sleep it all off.

A part of me wishes I had never woken up instead.

To be.

Fri, 08 May 2009 03:27:53 GMT

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your Love do for me?
When will Love be through with me?

Why live life from dream to dream?
And dread the day when dreaming ends

if only

Wed, 06 May 2009 16:27:56 GMT

You know what's scary? Realising how different my life could have been if I had more guts, more ambition or even more confidence.

How different would things have been? Very.

And what if I had more vision and embraced advice with open arms? Instead I tossed it all aside, swept it under my carpet and now I'm taking a gamble.

I know life's a gamble one way or another, but if only. If only.

Why do I feel like happiness is slipping through my fingers?

If only.

The sun will come out, tomorrow.

Sun, 26 Apr 2009 15:24:19 GMT

I don't belong where I am now and I need to take that step and venture forward.

I'm not being appreciated the way I should be and there's absolutely no way I'll be given the deserved respect in future, because that's the way it is.

Problem is, I need to do something about it so I can explore but I just can't help but procrastinate and I hate myself for it.

I'll start tomorrow. I promise.

PS - I'm getting a Chevy this week! My very first car! It's been a loooooog time since I had firsts. =D

Guess who's back, back again?

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 15:35:08 GMT

The boyfriend wants me to blog about my trip and so I shall. Although, I don't quite know where to start. Hmmmmmm.

I spent 9 days in Aussie and I dare say it's the best breather I've ever had since.... well you get my point. Short getaways really don't do much justice in comparison and they don't permit you the luxury to relax enough, and i mean RELAX.

So to Perth it was to meet the boy and I still hate flying alone. It always gives me the jitters, which I know is weird.

I have about 7 albums of this holiday posted on Facebook and I've selected pictures which I think are worth sharing. AND THEY'RE STILL A LOT.

PART 1

So naturally, being who I am, I bonded with quite a number of animals and what I love about Australia's wildlife parks is how they allow visitors to interact with a lot of the animals. And not to mention how it's common to spot animals every now and then in the country whenever you're on the road and such.

My first stop was at Marapana Wildlife Park.

The picturesque field just outside the wildlife park.

Yes I still love Koalas.

Got to carry one this time! She was SO HEAVY, my arms felt like breaking after awhile.

I didn't dare feed the Emu. Hehe.

Ah Kangerooooooooos.

Looks like an old man, doesn't it?

Feeding the llamas.

After that it was to Mandurah.

I like this picture best.

The next day was Easter Sunday, which was a public holiday and poor Wain had to call at least 20 places because they were all closed but he finally found 'The Great Australian Bush Ride' at the Academy Equestrian In The Hills and brought me there for horseback riding.

And yes I requested for a white horse. =)

It was a great experience riding through the rustic wonderland. We spotted wild kangaroos every now and then as we traversed through the bush lands.

Can you spot the roo's ear at the bottom right????!!!

After that weekend, Wain had school so he wasn't free to entertain me in the day. So I spent most of my time with Serene and I'm really thankful she was around to keep my company and bring me to places.

It was an extremely wet Monday and it was STILL a public holiday so most shops were closed. Hence activities were limited. I spent my day at Fremantle playing at the arcade and only took once 'nice' shot when the rain stopped.

Tuesday was spent at Subi. And i bought myself an animal print hoodie which is toooo thick for usage in Singapore. And no the jacket wasn't cheap. And yes I kicked myself after buying it.

On Wednesday it was to Cottlesloe.

Sooo prettttty.

My bikini goes with the sky. Tee Hee Hee.

And we headed to Raffles Hotel for Cheap Ass Pizza Night.

Wain was outside smoking n decided to join in.

Serene then brought me to Claremont on Thursday where there were pretty atas boutiques. And I saw cute doggies!!!

I just HAVE to take pix with dogs ok?

I thought it was so cool when I spotted an artist painting along the alley amidst my shopping spree. It was refreshing. His paintings were pretty too!

After that Wain and I went for dinner and drinks to celebrate our 22nd monthsary.

The drink in the red mug was called Horny Devil and contained Absinthe. Hehe. I got to take the mug back to Spore as well.

PART 2

We took a road trip to Margaret River the next weekend. The ride was 3 hours. And it was cold there!

Before checking into our chalet, we had quite a bit of time to explore and our first stop was the Sunflower Animal Farm.

Basil, totally obese pony.

Stormy was hell gorgeous. The best horse I saw there.

Evans & Tate Winery

We tasted beer too. At Colonial Brewery.

Our Chalet

It was located in the heart of the woods. After driving through a long winding road and seeing an endless amount of ancient, enormous trees like this:

Can you imagine something like Texas Chainsaw Massacre happening to us? And even IF we could call the cops we'd probably be dead by the time they arrive. It was so freaky at night, I swear.

Rustic Rustic Rustic!!! Yup that's the hoodie. It's reversible too so the one side is red and the other is a leopard print.

And a possum visited us!!! SEE WHAT I MEAN? ANIMALS!! EVERYWHERE!!!

We gave it bread and it loved it. I think it ate..3 slices?

You know, I never thought I'd ever visit a lighthouse. But over there we got the chance to check out the Cape Leeuwin Lighthouse and climbing up the winding staircase was E.X.C.R.U.C.I.A.T.I.N.G. ... However it was all worth it because being up there was L.I.B.E.R.A.T.I.N.G.

Wain wanted to take a pic of me n the hoodie and I decided to reverse the jacket hahaha.

The lighthouse was situated where 2 oceans meet.

Prevally Park Beach was also gorgeous. Seriously, the beaches in Spore are dumps in comparison.

This is my wallpaper on my lappie and my desktop at work. I think it's picture perfect. And I think I love you too much.

We visited 3 caves over there. Jewel Cave, Lake Cave and Mammoth Cave. I'm not gonna bother posting pix of the caves because well, no one really seems to care about them. But let's just say I learnt Geography all over again as I heard the word 'limestone' repeatedly throughout each tour. AND, IT'S FREEZING INSIDE THOSE CAVES! Neither did I bother posting pics of the chocolate factory and candy cow. They were...disappointing.

So on Sunday we had to make our 3 hour journey back to Perth and then a few hours later I found myself enduring the very excruciating 5 hour flight back to Singapore. By the time I landed, I was nauseous.

Yup. That's about it. Now that was really tiresome to blog about. Hur Hur.

But whatever it is, thanks baby, I know you put in a lot of effort to make my holiday a wonderful one. And Serene, I'm grateful for the time you spent with me.I guess you could say this was a true blue holiday for me. =)

Now, I'll just look forward to June and I'll be able to see the boy again!! =D

xoxo

The Ultimate Color Test

Sat, 04 Apr 2009 03:33:36 GMT

Your Colors Say You Are Hopeful

When you are at peace, you are:

Deeply stable

When you are moved to act, you are:

Confident and optimistic

When you are inspired, you are:

Creative and productive

When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:

Light hearted and funny

Your life's purpose is:

To live a passionate life

The Ultimate Color Test

How true. And when I don't see that spark in life, I'll feel as though the walls around me are crumbling.

I can't help it. I need to countdown again. 5.more.days.

Did I ever mention how I dread lonesome flights?

glue

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 16:34:48 GMT

Sometimes I think my senior copywriter is a bit of a walking paradox. Being the staunch Muslim that he is, the word 'sex' or even 'porn' has been erased from his daily vocabulary and turns a deaf ear whenever my colleagues and I mention 'dirty' stuff. But every now and then, he surprises me with things which I never thought he would ever say. So I'll never forget how I almost fell off the chair when he once commented 'Bloody wanker!' after hearing of an annoying email which I received from a client, and yes, it got me cackling away for the whole office to hear. And everyone thought I was mad. Ok wait, they've always thought I'm a little insane in the membrane. But that's another story.

So anyway, (since I'm kinda on the topic of hilariousness) yesterday when I complained that this particular guai lan client was being, well, guai lan again, my copywriter told me not to care and let her be, because she's like Miss PIggy having her period.
HAW HAW HAW HAW HAW HAW!!! I laughed so hard and till now I still find myself in stitches whenever I think about it. I think the next time I see this client in the flesh, I'll just start vibrating and then suddenly escalate to guffawing right in her face!!

And did I mention that he's one of the most knowledgeable and wisest men around?You can almost expect an immediate answer to your queries. From law to medicine to current affairs and what not. Ok except for sex. But seriously, he reads everything and anything and is good at giving advice as well. I for one, will only stick to whatever interests me, and I'm most definitely not interested in every God damn thing. Hehe.

So anyhoo, he said something which struck me yesterday. He said that perfectionists aren't meant to live in this world. For everyone makes mistakes and someone will always be less competent than you. So if you're a full fledged perfectionist, you're in a for huge disappointment. So I reckon these people should try being nicer and more patient with the rest of the world. And maybe the rest of the world will see you as less of a snob and less offensive than you've ever been, because believe it or not, you make mistakes too.And if you think every little thing you do is up to standard, think again. You're not God.

To sum it up, he's been like a father to us as he's always assisting us as much as he can. Discussing ideas and concepts with both the designers and I, encouraging us and even insisting it's not our fault whenever major mistakes have been made. And of course, he's wildly entertaining in his own way.

I love how he tells me I've got the talent and should be more confident. He even tells me what I'd excel at and should aim to achieve one day. And I don't love it because I like hearing good things about myself for I'm bad at receiving compliments. I guess maybe it's not entirely true that you should believe in yourself before anyone else does. Sometimes, it could be the reverse. For when someone expresses that little bit of confidence in you, it could actually lead you further than you've ever imagined.

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